I have been thinking several times of joining a music ministry. Most of the time I picture myself singing one day in the crowd, on the stage singing songs of praise to God. It has always been in my mind for so many years. Yet I was not moved. In the corner of my eyes, these people were always there during the service singing hymn and praise to the Lord. That was since 2010. I am always hesitant about putting that picture of me into action. Thus, for many years that yearning has been in the prison of my mind. I had asked God a couple of times if he would like me to do that. I wonder if he is trying to work something in my life.
I believe I have a talent for that and I would like to give the honor back to him by singing his name. It has always been like that. I am so moved by the songs of Hillsong and the others. After a couple of years had passed, everything happens so naturally. This past June, I find myself slowly getting on the starter line. I joined a Group on the service. They let me choose among the group if I would like to be in a music group or choose any other type of group where I would like to belong. I have chosen the music group. But God did not put me there instantly. I guess I was trained first a couple of months after that by learning to read the bible and having friends within a group before God open that door for me.
Until yesterday, finally, I am in. I am glad that things are starting to come into reality. I am thankful and I praise God for that. God works on his own time. He knows the desire of our hearts. He may be not always on time but he is never late. Only then I realized that over the years wanting to have it, he was busy preparing me for something. He ministers in my life first maybe to prepare my heart for serving him.
Now, starting yesterday onward, I will have to observe and slowly put my shoes on it until whenever God think I am ready to sing for him. God is good all the time.